A room of doors!
Doors to happiness!
Doors to love!
Doors to joy!
Doors to solitude!
Doors to agony!
I find myself in a room filled with doors.
I open every door I see.
I find the essence of life inside those doors.
I find happiness!
I live and love there.
I belong there.
I fail to hold onto them.
I find pain!
I leave with a burden of agony and failure.
I leave to find new doors to happiness.
I find a home in some.
I find hope!
In time, I grow!
I see inside the doors without opening now.
I run from the doors to darkness.
And then I find a door afar so beautiful and tempting.
I cannot sense what is inside that door.
I open.
I see her.
With a key.
I remember.
This room of doors I built.
To cage her.
My dark soul with the key to my heart.
For no one is invited!
For my happiness is my darkness!
ego feels..! 